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Life has been busy!

I don't even have the time to sip my coffee now every morning. Oh, that's exaggerating, Nadzirah.  I'm bad at time management and my body is hell why I don't get it why it's always lazy! I got home from Uni quite late everyday this week. Piles of schoolworks waiting to be done. Uni is my first home already this few days. I quite don't feel very well too, also have to deal with some personality disorder in my community etc.


Also...I've been looking at my dream guy (still remember the 'S' guy?) from a distance waiting for the right time to talk to him LOL. Does anyone have any confidence tips? I just realized how wonderful he looks like actually, I mean, oh my God his smile and his eyes. Calms my nerves everytime by just looking at him. What's worse is that he's leaving Malaysia before summer. You guys just wait for my broken-heart blogpost seeing him walk away at the airport. Hahahaha.


I'm also counting days for a very interesting QS Race my friends and I will be participating on the 9th of April! Wait till I update about it. Based on the T&C I've read, the race is gonna be coooolll. It's about using public transportations and answering questions regarding our field at every station. I need to study! And by the way, I just signed my contract for 3 months internship this summer. So excited and yet, so anxious. 

Well, life has been crazy! But that's what spiced up our life, anyway. I loveeeee being busy (????). Hmmm, so positive.

Tomorrow I'll be leaving for a faculty trip which is site visiiiit. So excited to see things I've learnt in reality. Hope you guys enjoy your life despite the hectic schedule. Don't forget your loved ones. Hug and kiss them! One best thing I learnt from a good friend, she said, "Live the moment....." Don't be too worry for unnecessary stuff. Okay!

Hello, from Malaysia (to Malaysia)

Hello!

Another short post for today. 

I feel obliged to tell something here in case you don't read my tweets yet. But just this week, I was aware that, the "S" guy I told you about (can refer to this entry), the one I thought I could not see anymore, is.. actually.. STILL HERE. You can't imagine the magical coincidence feeling I embraced with that day I saw him again for the first time in 2016. 

I THOUGHT HE'S GONE. 

HE'S STILL HERE.

 IS THIS MAGIC?

I heard that, "There's no coincidence. It's how the Universe works people to be together." Hmmm. Whatevs. Magical what, Sweet Coincidence what, Nadzirah. He's just still here because he's initially wanted the transfer programme for a year and you just didn't know earlier thus simply making assumption.


But, do I need to do anything?! I have about 3 months before he left Malaysia for good... Start saying "Hi" to him and introduce him nice cultural stuff about Malaysia and Malays especially? or shall I be a tourist guide to him? Hm, sometimes I think nicest thing I've always wanted just impossible to get.



So...



FORGET IT.

Just look at him from a distance and done.

Looking forward for constant self-reminding that some dreams don't come true. Tsk tsk.

Being healthiER

"I'd like to be healthier," I told myself everyday while at the same time keeping bundle stocks of Maggie Curry, Instant Ah Huat Coffee and abandoned Milk in the fridge, bye.  But from now on, I must care about myself and must pursue change! So I have been busy of taking care of my health now, the least I can do is to work out regularly. Because I really cannot start my day without coffee for breakfast!!! (Sorry Dearest Nervous System, you've to work hard every morning just to keep me excited. Thanksss).

Now, I'm trying my best to work out regularly with sistah. We have a very conducive gym at our place here, a very comfortable one, I'm the laziest when I'll just walk like grandma on the treadmill, at leassssst I do something, oh please. So I feel good every afternoon, don't need to take afternoon coffee #tryingnotto

Sometimes I get crazy and eat Maggie Curry with cut red and green small chillies for breakfast. Oh nyums, the taste when you bite the chillies, feeling the hot tasty soup on your tongue, awwwh even regular coffees can't make me feel as good though.  Craves, guys. I cannot tahan ok, too hungry! And I just did this yesterday. I'm dead if Ayah knows. So you can imagine how less healthy I am, hence the migraine sighs every month. Parents told me to reduce coffee intake. Shoot, reduce coffee what. You should check our grocery payment receipt everytime we go shopping and check if there's word "Coffee". Hmmm.

I occassionally suffer backpain when I get stressed with life. Lol. So I'm now practising Anlene! The yogurt is soooo yummy. I wonder if it's really a healthy yogurt. I thought healthy stuff usually don't taste nice?! Thank you dear yogurt, you make me feel good! Could you faster give me strong bone please?

So here're benefits of strong bones I extracted from Anlene's website :

Strong bones are important to maintaining an active, fulfilling lifestyle. Bones provide :

- structural support so you can stand straight and tall,
- protection for the delicate parts of your body e.g. your skull protects your brain, your spine protects your central nerves etc,
- the ability to move (muscles and bones work together to allow movement).

In addition, strong bones are resistant to breaking, so that your risk of fractures is much reduced.

Reading this makes me feel old. Sigh. 21 and feels like a grandma. 

Oh, and I also take Marigold brand natural fruit juice cos I don't really like eating fruits, lazy to peel them too. But this juice already naturally rich in Vitamin C. Tastes nice! I can't believe something beneficial for my skin and body would taste this amazing. I silently wish for a nice, soft, healthy skin whenever I drink it. Can at least cover those unhealthy foods and drinks I've swallowed into my beloved body.

I should practice consuming MORE healthy foods and drinks right? Now still in baby steps, tryinggg! To a healthiER February I hope! (And forever).

My exciting February

It's February 1st! I'm quite excited for my university journey especially when it's already February but that means that......hm, I should no play play anymore. I have neglected my blog a lot lately, (but actually I have been planning a LOT of entries I SWEAR OK but the inavailability of wifi at my new house makes them undone). This is not merely excuse ok, but everytime I go to Uni and getting wifi connection here, I'll be busy with lectures and....friends. 

Tonnes of works in line this week, and holiday coming too! I'll update on instagram where will my family and I go...and I have figured the kind of ootd(s), flatlays, etc and their captions would be... haha. Excited and well-prepared for IG feed (why la I cannot do that on studies too). Can't wait to get things done this week and holiday! And I've received my gift for the duck planner contest too! Will update on instagram as well. Stay tune.......

Exciting February alright! and Happy Chinese New Year to those who celebrate :)

Movies in a row

Last year, the number of times I went to cinema was like 1,2,3.... less than 3 times I think. I have even wasted free GSC voucher tickets which we got quite a lot cos they were given for free everytime we ate at Pappa Rich at these certain times. Free things got burnt just. like. that. But why bother? Movies out that time were not as attractive as movies currently on show now.... They got me like... :-O

After two weeks, it's unexpected that 2016 would be a little bit EXTRAordinary transformed year oh my God my sister and I just went to TGV Cinemas for 3 times in 3 days (in a week). It's probably normal for some people, but not really normal for my family and me. I didn't know why we're all always too busy to go out for a movie. Sometimes we all just roll at home or go out for food hunting.

So 3 times watching movies this week includes Langit Cinta, The 5th Wave and.... Dilwale! 

Langit Cinta was not bad, Fazura's acting was amazing, her tears and smile, just really authentic. The heartbreaking scenes made it straight to my heart. Despite that, tears was still under control of my eyes.

The 5th Wave also cool, I recommend you to watch it, especially if you are a thriller lover. But I think there's not much of thrilling scenes in the movie. I just love movies pertaining Earth, natural disaster, or any world phenomena like zombies-related, virus etc. Those are things beyond my imagination and I like it that way hehe.

And, Dilwale. Well, for me, the movie is magnificient. I teared at almost every scene. Prior to watching the movie itself, I couldn't stop listening to the soundtracks over and over again. My top favourites are Janam and Gerua. 

Some people might say Dilwale is not good enough. But it's totally opposite for me. I don't know why but I love how every scene just happens, together with the beautiful song plays along the scene makes me even more tearful.  The scene (romantic scenes especially) like when Kaali meets Meera for the first time, second time and then when they meet again in the future, the throwback scenes, and whenever they play every scene with Janam song, gossh! I tell you, it was greattttttt. I still remember how I felt the first time I watched the movie. As I wasn't really aware what the movie was about, so I find it more interesting to watch and enjoy getting shocked, laughed, and cried watching it !

I watched it only 2 times though. Companied my sister the second time. I really wanted to watch it again, but nah! Will just buy the DVD and watch it over and over and over and over again. Until I get enough of it.

And by the way, I watched Bajrangi Bhaijaan as well, online, with my sister. Cried a river as well, especially at the ending. This movie is wayyyyy amazing too. I adore Hindustan movies cos the quality is just double thumbs up! Though I heard people comparing Dilwale and Bajrangi Bhaijaan, I was like WHY? These two movies have a totally different plot despite the not so similar genre. Both movies are adorable and I salute Hindustan movies directors! More movies to Malaysia please!

Nothing beats Allah's gifts

It is and remains a hectic week for me until 18th of December! Not only courseworks and exams shut me up for a while,it's also because my sister and I just moved to our new condo. It's been a very exhausting and challenging week for me, the new house also has no wifi yet... Now I am at campus just for the sake of getting wifi connection. Look, how people are willing to do anything just for wifi.

I just submitted my Contract Coursework last Friday. Soooo happy to see the output of it. Cause this time, I've been challenged physically and emotionally. Moving house wasn't easy, we have looaaaaadsss of things to pack, even stuff in my room can't all fit into one car. I only had yesterday to at least 'keep calm and have a restful day.'  Despite all the sweats, and tears (cehh hehe), Allah gave a very unexpected satisfaction after all I've went through for the Coursework. Though exam is not done yet, I hope Allah would give me the same in return too, please pray for me, I'm very worried for my finals actually, this sem around I think I didn't do best enough yet :'(

So, here I'd like to share with you the photos of my Condo Yard. It's so pretty that my sister and I have figured out spots for #ootd. Haha. It's so pretty! I love the concept, it's more to green concept and most importantly, simplicity. I went here once just expecting myself to reclaim some calmness, but instead I got ideas for more blogposts which I should really AVOID cos it's finals week ok, Nadzirah.

 Nice place, right? I was so glad despite our tiredness of moving house at a very critical time, we are in return given with a very convenience and beaaaautiful place which is wayyy better than our previous one. To return home after a tiring day at Campus is just so exciting. As the saying goes, 'Home is where the heart is..'

 Recently I learnt that, if you're so stressed that you simply can't think, but in front of you, you have loads of things to do that need YOU to think. I advice you to, go relax your mind by having a romantic date with Allah :), laugh with your loved ones, simply be close to them. InshaaAllah you'll get what you really need. Don't force yourself to think when you just can't. That's what I did when I was so stressed that I really have no ideas what to write for my Coursework, the due date was just in two days :'( Alhamdulillah now I have submitted it peacefully! Maybe it's just Allah who misses you to miss Him..

I need to go now. Lecture notes are callinggg, and now, suddenly migraine is attacking. Arghh, pray for me ok guys! I apologize if I have said things that ever hurt anyone of you. I pray that may every one of us have eyes that always see the best in people, heart that forgives the worst, mind that forgets the bad, and soul that never loses faith, inshaaAllah ;)

It's the first!

Helloooo! Today I decided to officially initiate my new blog. Pardon me, this blog is still empty. It has been quite long since I decided to restart a new blog as the previous blog is so last time already. It’s even embarrassing for me to re-read those stories again. But there were wonderful stories too! My high school friends were amazing but I think they’d probably be shy too if somebody out there who read about how funny (and naughty) they were back then. I was so young when I started writing on blog, a very young and quite immatured version of me (but that’s what made me for who I am now, don’t be scared of history, Nadzirah). 

On a side note, some stories are meant to be written, because it needed to be forgotten (If you read the very last post of my old blog. Memories guys hahaha I’m a better person now inshaaAllah). 

Me today ;)

Now that I’m a grown-up (oh really, is 20 a grown-up?), I’ve realized that some memories, both good and bad ones, should not be taken for granted. So many wondeful things have happened in my life mashaaAllah, and I really wanted to write them down like the moments with my beloved family, sister, university friends, high school friends, my interests, challenges I’ve faced, aaaah so many stories I’ve missed to write down guys! I might have forgotten the bad stories too, I feel bad, because you know, we have to remember the bad history in order for us to not repeat them again. But nevermind, start now!

So back to main topic. Today is a special and historical date of my life (too) as my blog will have a birthday which is 10.11.2015. There are a number of special reasons why I chose this date :

 

1.       10.11 - Just the opposite numbers of my birthday (11.10) heee.

2.       2015 - This year has been amazing for me. Probably the best year of my life (told ya, you all missed out many stories hahaha). But sokay cause I will post a special entry, about my 2015!

3.      10 – I have always waited for the 10^th month every year, October. It’s not only my birthday but also the birthdays of many of my beloved friends too.

4.    I need to start this before turning 21. 20 is a nice number to start. Say in the next 10 years, you'll just have to say 'At the age of 20, I started all this...so 30-20, oh it's 10 years already!' I mean, it's easy for me to calculate how old this blog is later hehe. 

5.     They say, value the life you have now. So, I need to write those events down, for me to remember, keep it safely, at least here.

6.      I love writing. 

7.     Writing is the best medicine, at least for me.

8.     Sometimes it’s hard for me to express feelings verbally, so I better write them.

9.    Twitter also limit words to write long-long one, and Facebook is too public.

10.  I don’t have to write long caption on Instagram, no more. (Some people don’t read it, but I hope most of them do hehe)

p.s : All the words ‘Write’ I used are literally ‘Type’. You know, I don’t write it guys, I type it. Hee.

See ya on future posts! xx